1. |
Blood On Our Hands
02:38
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First impressions, they come and go
And we're left with abandoned blueprints of a love gone cold
But how were we supposed to know?
Youth and naivety always caught up and took its toll
Oh, I dream of something more
Something more
Reckless and shamed by
The echoes of villains I recognize too well
Serial Killer, never forgave her
For the exact same things I did
Then tried to murder memories
How could we ever love each other
When we couldn't love ourselves?
Now blood is on our hands tonight
Serial Killer, never forgave her
For the exact same things I did
Then tried to murder memories
How could we ever love each other
When we couldn't love ourselves?
Now blood is on our hands tonight
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2. |
Midnight Vendettas
08:00
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Seen it across the room, you've got nowhere to go
Don't ignore your emotions, I have your attention now
A thousand words fly right past but you don't bat an eye
I have so much devotion and all the time in the world
Don't lose your faith to a place callous and cold
Don't resist the chances of falling in love
Every time I speak to you you can't look me in the eye
Just give me a chance
(All I'm asking for tonight, babe, All I'm asking for tonight)
Something brought you here tonight, baby
Just give me this dance
Every time I speak to you you can't look me in the eye
Just give me a chance
(All I'm asking for tonight, babe, All I'm asking for tonight)
Something brought you here tonight, baby
Just give me this dance
I got some darkness lingering in my soul
You're the only solution, 'cause I know you have some as well
When all is said and done I'll be right by your side
I can see you emotion, I can feel that devotion now
(repeat bridge)
(repeat chorus)
All of my life, I've been trying to solve a mystery
All it takes is your word, all it takes is your word, is your word
All of these vices only causing me misery
All it takes is your word, all it takes is your word, is your word
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3. |
The City
04:59
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Spending all this time thinking I'm going the right way
But it seems I've been to this place before
Gotta find some sense of direction or keep chasing shadows
Trying to keep pace and keep my head on straight
Shoulda known better than to wander through the city
At this time of night when the ghost come around
Blinded by the sights, and the sounds now ain't so pretty
Can I get away, or am I a prisoner?
Now this girl is dragging me though a doorway
As the daylight creeps across the floor
Bodies swaying to a beat I can't feel at all
Soon this night will be but a memory
(repeat chorus)
All we want is love, yeah, all we want is love tonight
All We want is love, yeah, all we want is love tonight
It's all we want, all we want, it's all we want
It's all we want, all we want, oh
(repeat chorus)
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4. |
Luv U Dwn
03:54
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It never really mattered too much to me
That you were just too damn old for me
All that really mattered was you were my girlfriend
Baby, that's all that mattered to me
Let me love you down
Even if it takes all night
Let me love you down
You know it's gonna be so right
Let me love you down
Even if it takes all night
Let me love you down
Love you down
Remember when I drove you home from work?
I love the way when you kissed me bye
All you friends think I'm just too young for you
You tell 'em I can do what guys their age can do
(repeat chorus)
It never really mattered too much to me
That you were just too damn old for me
All that really mattered was you were my girlfriend
Baby, that's all that mattered to me
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5. |
Labyrinthine
05:23
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The lives of young lovers
Immortal in each other's eyes
And we just can't forsake it
'Cause without it we barely made it
Walk with you in the pouring rain
When you lost, I lost the same
In this room, shut out the sun
A labyrinth where we are one
I know I should be careful
But I'm caught in the fray
I can feel your heart beat poundin'
And your gaze seems days away
All we wanted
All we needed
Was a place to call our own
In the past mistreated
So defeated
Where do we go from here?
A life undercover
You knew me as another man
'Cause I hid all the bad things
And I think you did the same thing
The cold has reached inside now
The distance is obvious
And you've gone out searchin'
Or my paranoia's workin' overtime
(repeat bridge)
(repeat chorus)
I know I should be careful
But I'm caught in the fray
I can feel your heart beat poundin'
I know I should be careful
But I'm caught in the fray
I can feel your heart beat poundin'
I know I should be careful
But I'm caught in the fray
(repeat chorus)
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6. |
Absentia
05:07
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If I fall into this fire
I'll never recover the things lost along the way
Subconsciously conspire
Every moment I wasted I spent alone
Giving into an ire
Forged in a furnace within a blackened heart
Is it wrong to deny her
When she shows the flaws I see in myself
Can't let this wound reopen
Even though your words sound different
Can't let this wound reopen
Even though you words sound so different
I want to believe it's true
That every moment I breathe
Every moment I breathe
Is meant to be spent with you
Every moment I breathe
Every moment I breathe
I want to believe it's true
That every moment I breathe
Every moment I breathe
Is meant to be spent with you
Every moment I breathe
Every moment I breathe
Don't get carried away
I'm not running astray
Just figuring some things out
A little time alone
To fix a broken home
Lost in the shadows of time
Don't get carried away
I'm not running astray
Just figuring some things out
Transitory absence
You know I'll be back when
I pull myself from the edge
(repeat bridge)
(repeat chorus)
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7. |
Guilt
03:58
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It came without warning
It's suddenly storming upon my back
This war of attrition
With every position comes the regrets
Saying sorry won't be enough
No, sorry won't be enough
Can't hurt no one
But we do it again
Can't hurt no one
But we do it again
With the mistakes that we made
We'll end up alone
Falling to our knees
Crying tears on the phone
But we do it again
Said he found the message
Secrets can't be kept, they always break free
And mine's asking questions
Like where do I sneak out to every night
Excuses won't be enough
No, no, excuses won't be enough
Can't hurt no one
Can't do it again
Can't hurt no one
Can't do it again
With the mistakes that we made
We'll end up alone
Falling to our knees
Crying tears on the phone
Can't do it again
Who do we turn to now that it's all gone?
What we had was all based on lies
Now that's we've fulfilled our prophecies
Can always see the guilt in our eyes
(repeat 2nd chorus)
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8. |
P.O.V.
04:13
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Stared in awe and wondered
"How'd it go so wrong"
Caught in a bubble
With no looking back, looking back
Looking back, looking back
Counted all possessions in my head
Without experiencing reality as it was
Never felt quite like myself
In your arms I felt belonging
Even though it was so wrong
We jumped the gun to make the pieces fit
If only we'd known the damage, the toll
If I could take it back I would
But there's no coming back from this
At first all I wanted
Was to touch every inch of you
Now all I want
Is a second to find a different point of view
At first all I wanted
Was to touch every inch of you
Now all I want
Is a second to find a different point of view
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9. |
Games We Play
05:29
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The sun is resting
And these wounds need dressing
While Identity's lost
He has so many questions
Deep against his chest is pressing
A want to find comfort in love
Is this all I have become
A vacant, lonely boy
Too blind to face the facts
Too deaf to hear the noise
Frozen under covers
Wish we could get out
Nights blending together
Heart full of doubt
Falling from highest highs
Too blind to see our lies
Dying in beds we made
So go the games we play
Her mind is restless
And she can't stop questioning
All of the choices she's made
Gullible, a testament
To always be so trusting
That this will be more than just lust
Is this what I've become
A pawn in a game
Keep coming back again
As if it all had been erased
Frozen under covers
Wish we could get out
Nights blending together
Heart full of doubt
(repeat chorus)
We should have been searching for another
Way to end the pain
Rather than shackled to each other
What can we gain?
We're no good for each other
(x8)
(repeat chorus)
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10. |
Word Wielder
05:04
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When you come around
You take it away
Words not spoken
Words are stolen
If this is normal why do we toss at night?
Anticipating every word we can't fight
If everything hidden is written in stone
We might as well spend it alone
It's a battle
(x4)
And it's in my hands
It's in my hands
It's in my hands
It's in my hands
Feel so small
Then feel nothing at all
This voice is the cure
That I can't observe
(repeat bridge)
(repeat chorus)
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11. |
So High
02:38
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Building it up so high
Building it up so high
Don't care who you take from
Don't care who you steal from
Just wanna build it up so high
(x8)
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12. |
Windowpane
05:21
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Coming up short of harming myself
But I just don't know if I can do this
I can't do this
Lying to myself when you're not there
You're too much of a good thing
Then I stare across the way
And she soothes my pain
Does she know I see everything
But I can't see her face
Don't even know her name
Darling would you open up for my heart
Open up for my heart
Open up for my heart
Lights are turned up brighter
A Friday night, undressin' herself
She knows it, has to know it
She turns around, talks to someone else
She's too much of a good thing
Then I see him grab her hand
And they walk over to the bed
Can't look away
I remember the pain
But I can't see her face
Don't even know her name
Darling don't you know that you're breaking my heart
Breaking my heart
Breaking my heart
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13. |
Share Your Secrets
05:35
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Wasting so much time exchanging faces
Heroes and villains
Losing everything we are
Complicating all that matters
By hiding daggers behind us
Daggers behind our backs
I'm sorry to do this but this is no story
Book ending gloriously
For anyone
And you know it's true, why deny it
Verdict's decided
So let's just open up
I should leave
But these feelings won't stop pullin'
Won't stop pullin' me back
I should leave
But these feelings won't stop pullin'
Won't stop pullin' me back
Why can't we share our secrets?
Why can't I see what the hell is happening?
Why can't we bear our regrets?
If it's not too late, can we stop this pain from lingering?
Losing both our minds,
Desiring things we never needed
Not focused on where we were
Corrupting those ideals we thought were
Firmly within us
Firmly within our grasp
(repeat bridge)
(repeat chorus)
I'm sorry to do this but this is no story
Book ending gloriously
For anyone
(x2)
Why can't we share our secrets?
(x3)
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14. |
Obsession/Denial/Silence
08:46
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Never wanted to
Confront the things we hate in ourselves
Now we've nothing to lose
'Cause we threw it all away in the end
Living in silence
What will become
Of our precious insecurities
Living in silence
It's been too long
Living with this instability
Living in silence
We have to stop
And reassess what we've become
Living in silence
No more
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